Love is Feeling

These are several love quotes.. some of them are extremely close to my love life situation right now.. 

I just don't want to get hurt like the past I used to feel..

My heart race just because of thinking of you..

I go crazy waiting for your text..

But then, I think you just haven't realized it yet..

I'll wait but I can't wait forever..

My feelings for you will eventually fade because

I don't want to waste my time thinking someone who doesn't thinking of me..

waiting for someone who doesn't notice..

I don't want to but I've to believe that

To love someone is happy to see him happy

even if the definition of his happiness doesn't include you, yourself.

Let me tell you a story of me..

What do you feel when you love a guy 

right since the first time you see him?

And then time's running..

You then knew that the guy has feeling not for you

but for your friend..

and then you think maybe she (your friend) 

could make him happy..

But then she just took another guy..

simply dumped the guy you love.

and you cry for that guy..

cry for someone who doesn't know..

Time's running again..

Finally you've a chance to know him better..

He made you his super best friend..

we laugh..

we share our story..

gradually the past feelings rising up again..

But right after he made you feel up so high..

you discovered that the guy

PROBABLY has another girl in his heart..

What am I supposed to do?

Should my heart break twice?

or once isn't enough?

What should I be to make him take a glance at me?

I desperately try to contact him..

I desperately think about him..

yes it's so desperate.

i lost in despair.

Thing that I can do is just pray

I pray to God

I know HE's there, listening..

God, please give me a chance.

I listen to any cheerful music..

instead of singing,

I drown in my tears..

I smile.

I fake smile.

Will he ever know?

Will he ever realize?

Will God accept the things I asked for?

--- to be continue--