Love is Feeling

These are several love quotes.. some of them are extremely close to my love life situation right now.. 

I just don't want to get hurt like the past I used to feel..

My heart race just because of thinking of you..

I go crazy waiting for your text..

But then, I think you just haven't realized it yet..

I'll wait but I can't wait forever..

My feelings for you will eventually fade because

I don't want to waste my time thinking someone who doesn't thinking of me..

waiting for someone who doesn't notice..

I don't want to but I've to believe that

To love someone is happy to see him happy

even if the definition of his happiness doesn't include you, yourself.

Let me tell you a story of me..

What do you feel when you love a guy 

right since the first time you see him?

And then time's running..

You then knew that the guy has feeling not for you

but for your friend..

and then you think maybe she (your friend) 

could make him happy..

But then she just took another guy..

simply dumped the guy you love.

and you cry for that guy..

cry for someone who doesn't know..

Time's running again..

Finally you've a chance to know him better..

He made you his super best friend..

we laugh..

we share our story..

gradually the past feelings rising up again..

But right after he made you feel up so high..

you discovered that the guy

PROBABLY has another girl in his heart..

What am I supposed to do?

Should my heart break twice?

or once isn't enough?

What should I be to make him take a glance at me?

I desperately try to contact him..

I desperately think about him..

yes it's so desperate.

i lost in despair.

Thing that I can do is just pray

I pray to God

I know HE's there, listening..

God, please give me a chance.

I listen to any cheerful music..

instead of singing,

I drown in my tears..

I smile.

I fake smile.

Will he ever know?

Will he ever realize?

Will God accept the things I asked for?

--- to be continue--

Macam - Macam Demo yang TIDAK Berbahaya

Nah Lo! Nah Lo!
Gue mau cerita nih sob!

Kemaren2 ini Gue ga jadi nonton The Hunger Games di Puri karena sesuatu!
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HAIAH!

Puji Tuhan, BBM gajadi naik.. kita berdoa juga semoga besok-besok 6 bulan kedepan ini, harga minyak dunia stabil dan ga naek2..

Kalo kemaren, demo seremnya gila-gilaan, mana di depan gedung MPR/DPR udah model taon baruan! Terompet dimana2.. kembang api berkembang meledak di udara.. hujan dari water canon turun membasahi tubuh ini.. LOH!

Oke! Ternyata dari sekian banyak demo2 anarkis.. ada juga loh demo yang sebenarnya TIDAK MERUGIKAN, bahkan MENGASYIKAN! Cekidot sob2 semua :

1. DEMO MASAK

Demo ini merupakan demo yang sama sekali tidak berbahaya bahkan mengasyikan! Perut kenyang, hati senang! apalagi kalo yang masak cowok2 kyut sama cewek2 seksii.. semakin cerahlah hari-hari kita. Demo ini sampai saat ini dikategorikan demo damai, kecuali kalo yang masak tiba2 kesurupan terus nimpukin anggota demo yang lain pake panci.. ehmm.. mungkin bisa jadi berbahaya!

2. DEMO EKSKUR

Nah! Demo ini buat para pelajar nih biasanya.. anak SMP-SMA pas lagi ospek.. senior2 demo kegiatan ekstrakurikuler untuk menarik minat adik2 kelasnya.. sungguh menyenangkan bukan? Menyenangkan banget loh! Apalagi ada yg berakrobatik di udara.. ngitung2 tontonan gratis buat kamu dan si do'i ]

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4. DEMO BAJU

SEGER SOB! Demo baju alias fesien soow.. ini malah demo yang ngeluarin banyak duit! Bayar modelnya, bikin bajunya, bayar tukang setting panggung, dj-nya, ribet dah! tapi demo ini bersahabat banget koq.. rasanya demo ini aman seaman-amannya.

NTUH dia tuh sob! Contoh demo2 yang TIDAK berbahaya dan sama sekali TIDAK MERUGIKAN!

Jadi nggak selamanya demo itu terkait tindakan anarkis khan yaa :)

Satu lagi nih bro : STAY PEACE!
DAMEEEEEEE! yey!

在新加坡 - SINGAPORE- (Part 02)

 HI :)

I'm Back with the 2nd episode of my holiday at Singapore xD

The very next day : I rode monorail to Sentosa Island

 Arrived at SENTOSA ISLAND xD 

gonna play all day long at THE USS!!

 Taken in front of the USS' phenomenal globe :D 

 DARE TO PLAY THOSE 2 ?

Me n my brother played that! CHALLENGE ACCEPTED :D

 Latest place : Transformers - THE RIDE!

Have to queued up to 2,5 hours to got my turn..

my brother @NiAlexSu before enter THE RIDE

 Unfortunately it was RAINING! 

Have to bought that PLASTIC RAIN COAT for $ 2.00 !!

also have to covered my BAG with 7 Eleven's plastic bag x_x

 Thirsty?

Bought this mini orange juice , cost $ 4.50 !!

PRETTY EXPENSIVE for an orange juice, HUH??

 Penguin of Madagascar's parade!!

coincidentally met those cos-play guys at Vivo City :D

Still there are some interesting story when I went back home from Singapore to Jakarta :D

TO BE CONTINUE > > 

A journey beyond my consciousness

I got a dream last night and I don't know whether it's categorized as a bad or good dream..
Last night,
I didn't watch any horror movie, didn't thinking any of my friends, but ..

This is my dream.. a journey beyond my consciousness..

So like I was in a hotel room with 2 of my friends, Otniel and Louise,
it's a little bit dark and we're getting hard to sleep.
Inside our room, there was a big-old-wooden wardrobe and my friend, Louise,
always stare at the top of it. My curiosity made me looked at the top of that wardrobe and
I found nothing there!
And suddenly there's a woman came into our room and asked, "Is it annoy you?"
She asked that question to my friend, Louise, and my friend answered, "No, it isn't."
I and Otniel get confused, "What's annoying?" I asked.
"Someone who haunt the top of the wardrobe." That woman replied, "But it's okay,
it won't annoy you." She said.
And then I'm trying hard to sleep.
and then the next morning, I found myself was sleeping alone on the bed, I really remember that
last night I was sleeping with Louise and Otniel. Then someone who haunt the top of that wardrobe
showed it's body to me , I'm not scared, just a little bit shock.
"I won't disturb you." said the ghost.
I just petrified and nod my head,
suddenly the ghost grab my hand and asked me to follow her,
"Where?" I asked.
"Just follow me." Answered the ghost.
Then the setting now is in a Mall !
The ghost still hold my hand and took me down with an escalator ! Really! (x_x)
And then I arrived to a place, it's an ice skating arena!
There were 2 escalators near there, one is going up and another one is going down.
And then I saw a really powerful-bright-light from the top of that skating arena, like from the sky,
and suddenly the ghost beside me already gone away!
I saw it like the time paused and people who were on the escalator lifted up a little.
And then after that , situation went normal and I found my friends,
Otniel and Louise and Carissa!
at that time, Carissa was crying while I was laughing, and then Louise scolded me, asked me to
quite and pay attention to Carissa.
Carissa was crying and Otniel was trying to comfort and cheer her up, Carissa was crying and said, "She has gone.. my grandma has gone.."
and then I woke up!!

Fyuhhh.. that's a litte weird dream I guess..
I just pray that it's only a dream and nothing's gonna happen.
;) :) ;)