An Endless Regret

I never thought about this before
but since my eyes opened by something
Now I realized that what  I've done was wrong
I hate to feel it
And I swear I don't want to
But this memory ain't go away
It keeps walking around my head
It's not a confession
It's not a bullshit story either
It's just a feeling of regret
I'm sorry for everything..
For everything, no matter what's that
I felt sorry for myself because I've been a coward at that time
I hate for doing nothing when you looked at me
I hate for being an ignorant in front of you
and now,
you've gone..
If  I could turn back the time..
Now,
I'm still doing nothing
I just sit down nicely upon my bed
alone, with my tears